not normal

I'm in the ABNORMAL mode right now... 

between the craziness and my sense.. I turn out into sum1 else I don't even recognize ..

is this my another personality .. who knows? and no one ever knows.. 

even I'm in the abnormal mode right I feel something tingle inside.. and kinda love this feeling.. should I change like this forever??

sum1 said.. is much easier to be sum1 else than be yourself right ??