THE FACT IS ...

Secretly everyone is an admirer of themself

but NOT me

I'm your secret admirer

Dear WAWA

I never want interfere or ruin someone's life..

I know I can't turn back times or erased for what happen

I've been on your shoes before .. I know exactly how u feel
that's why all I said to u is true ..

maybe it's hard for u to believe ..

no more hate please .. u always said  lets talk as woman .. we have our talked
and we reach a decision where I no longer stay and GIVE UP

so pleasee stop all the text all the call all the email showing up and try to make me understand
what you both have .. I do understand ,, stop all those things its only made me hurts ..



I'm merely human and had my jealousy .. U can have him wawa



GOD KNOW WHAT HAPPEN HOPES HE CAN OPEN UR EYES AND SEE WHAT THE REAL THING HAPPEN HERE

I JUST GIVE UP

Don't mess with my life anymore .. I had ENOUGH

I reached a point in my life where I no longer necessary for me to questioning or wondering where are you now and your story .. when I said 

I give Up ,... I mean it 

I'm good I'm one in million .. and I'm not an option .. just move on with ur life .

and tell you fucking fiance to stop bothering me .. 

I just had a nightmare and I need to wake up .. need to Move On 

life is about walking forward right ? not backward ..

these hand no longer hold my hand

Sometimes I wonder where you are now? what you are doing? 
There are so many questions swirling around in my mind, begging to be answered

like an elephant sitting on my chest .. hurt to the bone ... that's how I describe how I felt cos

"missing u" 

I don't have to remember all the big felling u make me.. all the small little things about U really made me to have a crush on U.
the way u smile when u look at me ,, 
the way u dance and sing to ur song while u were drivin ...
the way u scratch ur head and eyes when you too tired but don't want to sleep .. 
the cheering sound when ur fav team score a goal ..
the foot rub u do when we watching soccer in the couch together .. 
the patient u have when u r on the urge and I can't do anything about it...
I like when u said how sexy I'm when I wake up in the morning..
I like how u spoiled me with the breakfast in bed ..
I like how u bring me some water for bath.. 
I like to watch u dress up everyday ... 
I like to see u busy with the groceries and be a chef for dinner ... 
see ....
I have so many little things I loved... found in U.. 
do not need special day to describe how I miss and love u in my way .. 
do not wedding ring or vow to be always with U .. Ur kindness is more than enough 
I warned U before stop being so nice and stop makes me fall for U if ur not intended to catch me falling 
but u keep doin it and makes me fall deeper .

I used to like every little things u have 
I used to love every moment we shared

I do care about U ... love U in my own way ..

happy Valentine my papabear

happy fucklentine megatron.