miss my bestfriend

this lately .. i miss my guys...
dunno why but everything change........... I don't recognize them anymore
they used to look for me when they missed me or just spent some time with me

were used to hang out ,, laughing ,, teasing each other, but not now...
they all change because they have girlfriend.......... well i'm happy for them ,,they finally not playing around anymore.. but it's kinda weird feeling when you know ,, they're not gonna spent some time with u again

i missed their silly smile
i missed their scrubby word
i missed they way look each other when they start mocking people around them...
ga perlu ngomong.... cukup liat2an trus ketawa bareng ..dalam otak masing2 ngetawain orang ...
kangen gila2-an..........

but im happy for them ,,,they finally found sum1 for shared everything..........

damn............

every thing give me sign to start from the beginning again........
hate the process but do i really had to do this.. can I just handed to god hand........
found a good quote "maybe it's better for us if we both just let it gone into the light "

but the question is do i walk into the right direction??

another story

PETIR
by Dian Ekarini on Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 12:11am

Engkaulah kilatan cahaya yang menyapu lenyapkan segala jejak dan bayang
Engkaulah bentangan sinar yang menjembatani jurang antar duka mencinta dan bahagia terdera
Engkaulah terang yang kudekap dalam gelap saat Bumi bersiap diri untuk selamanya lelap
Andai kau sadar arti pelitamu.Andai kau lihat hitamnya sepi di balik punggungmu.
Tak akan kau sayatkan luka demi menggarisi jarakmu dengan aku
Karena kita satu.
Andai kau tahu..

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Yudi WhiteHeart Tangkap
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Dian Ekarini kok ditangkap???
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ya simpan dkantong haha
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Dian Ekarini kesetrum bah...klo di kantong... selempitkan di dompet ja gin,,, hehe
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Yudi WhiteHeart Hahahahahaahahahaa
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Dian Ekarini ‎^^
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Yudi WhiteHeart Blm tdr
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Dian Ekarini blm... ujan deras skrg,,, mana petir... lage
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Yudi WhiteHeart Sama dsini juga ujannn
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Dian Ekarini oooh jadi dirimu yg krim petir kesini??? ckckkckc
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ng merasa kirim petir
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Dian Ekarini beuh dianggapx lg orang serius... canda haliii...
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Yudi WhiteHeart Bercanda
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Dian Ekarini ooowwwhhhh
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Yudi WhiteHeart G seperti biasanya kan hihihihiii
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Dian Ekarini mang yg biasax gimana??
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Dian Ekarini hahahahaha
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Yudi WhiteHeart Benerkan
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Dian Ekarini kada..kada
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Yudi WhiteHeart Kada nolakkah
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Dian Ekarini kada handak
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Yudi WhiteHeart Handak muntah hahaha
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Dian Ekarini handak tebehira
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Yudi WhiteHeart Langsung k wc
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Dian Ekarini kena setumat tunggu tepecirit........hahahaha
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ieh jorokkk
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Dian Ekarini beraja ....
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Yudi WhiteHeart Tapi pernah ku suka hahahahahaha
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Aditya Novianto ‎:O
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Panca Setyadi O
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Aditya Novianto hmmm.... ia kali
15 hours ago · Like

Aditya Novianto ganti ndosah petir ganti halilintar
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Satiia Calya Putrii hbis ksambar petirkh ??
Qog jdi pintar??
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Novyta Keisya Redyan O..........
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Panca Setyadi Eh eh..geser geser na..lindung..aku juga pengen nonton naa..ada pilem india di bawah itu naah..ish ish..bagus e pilemnya..dialog asmara kah ini..nop..lindung palamu na..nda keliatan inii..
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Satiia Calya Putrii pasty judulna..
Gelora asmara ini...
Cckckckkkk
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Novyta Keisya Redyan Panca : ini aku sdh geser2 nah ca..... Pala mu minggirin aku lindung juga nah.... Keren tu nah pilemnya kajol sma syah rukhkan...... Awas na ca...geser sedikit juja..... lg seru2 nya ini......
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Dian Ekarini bersambung yaa ceritax.....
tapi ini kaya di pilem2 tipi..... yg nonton yang tentukan akhir ceritax....
ketik akhir spasi cerita YA ATAU TIDAK... pilihan tergantung anda permirsa.....................
tp ini bukan pilem india... yg maen drew barrymore sm adam sandler.....See More
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Satiia Calya Putrii drew barrymore sama adam ntu yg maen telenopela marimar kan a' ?? Bearti tamu ntu maria mercedez...
Ckckckckk:p
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Dian Ekarini haha..benar itu ...
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Panca Setyadi Mana bisa..ini yang main anjelina coli sama antonio bandarberas ini..makanya bagus pilemnya..
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Dian Ekarini huaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. itu pilemmu chen....................
nee kan bukan playgel and donjuan
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the comment stop here.....never thought this poems to be this dramatic...
posted just keep remind me how good the poems infected me and hopes can touch others too
tapi semuax jadi berubah setelah komen2 itu muncul.......haliii

it's hurts..............

you lost me
by Dian Ekarini on Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 1:29am

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all,
the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all
the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried,,,
oh how we cried
e lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny We're left as shells, we lost the fight

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me And you'll regret it,
but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

ps: by CA....

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Yudi WhiteHeart Apa itu ?
25 minutes ago · Like

Dian Ekarini sudah kuduga... pasti ga ngerti.. hahaha
sengaja.............. coba belajar naa... nda pinter2 lho yaa
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Yudi WhiteHeart A

ku tidk merasa kehilangan

20 minutes ago · Like

Dian Ekarini see.. that how good you are.......................
Aku tidk merasa kehilangan........................
if i really can turn back time........................
i swore i never want to read this...................
16 minutes ago · Like

Yudi WhiteHeart

Apakah msh mau menerimaku ?

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Dian Ekarini jangan mainkan permainan ini lagi....................
sudah sering...
dan percaya sm kata hati...kata kata ini ga pernah keluar dari hati...............
12 minutes ago · Like

Yudi WhiteHeart Ini serius berdasarkan kata hati yg dalam
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Dian Ekarini ya tapi ucapanmu itu selalu 180 derajat dari isi hatimu...........
ga masuk akal naa
11 menit yang lalu bilang ga pernah ngerasa kehilangan ..
5 menit berikut ngomong Apakah msh mau menerimaku ?

ga connect naa.... itu ga pake hati ngomongx... pake canda...
6 minutes ago · Like

Yudi WhiteHeart Serius tau ikhlas
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Dian Ekarini seriusx d' kasih jempol.....laik this
ikhlas....?? mang ada unsur pemaksaan kah ??
Ku tak bisa paksamu
‘tuk tinggal disisiku
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Yudi WhiteHeart Qu skrg ikhlas melakukan smua hal intinya
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Dian Ekarini termasuk bertanya Apakah msh mau menerimaku ? itu termasuk bentuk keikhlasanmu ?? atau cuma bullshit aja.........
3 minutes ago · Like

Yudi WhiteHeart Tdk ada kata bullshit
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Dian Ekarini kaya disambar petir aku bacax...............
sesuai ma note ku sebelumx...........
petir ....Engkaulah bentangan sinar yang menjembatani jurang antar duka mencinta dan bahagia terdera.....
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