Define a friend for me ???

FRIENDS...

how u define that words? lots of word can describe the meaning..

based on dictionary friend is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard , a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter

A friend is someone you love and who loves you, someone you respect and who respects you, someone whom you trust and who trusts you. A friend is honest and makes you want to be honest, too. A friend is loyal.
A friend is someone who is happy to spend time with you doing absolutely nothing at all; someone who doesn't mind driving you on stupid errands, who will get up at midnight just because you want to go on an adventure, and who doesn’t have to talk to communicate with you.
A friend is someone who not only doesn't care if you're ugly or boring, but doesn't even think about it; someone who forgives you no matter what you do, and someone who tries to help you even when they don't know how. A friend is someone who tells you if you're being stupid, but who doesn't make you feel stupid.
A friend is someone who would sacrifice their life and happiness for you. A friend is someone who will come with you when you have to do boring things like watch bad recitals, go to stuffy parties, or wait in boring lobbies. You don't even think about who's talking or who's listening in a conversation with a friend.
A friend is someone for whom you're willing to change your opinions. A friend is someone you look forward to seeing and who looks forward to seeing you: someone you like so much, it doesn't matter if you share interests or traits. A friend is someone you like so much, you start to like the things they like.

the Question now is

DO I HAVE REAL FRIENDS??

who stood by my side... my back ... front of me ...

I do have a friend

but simply all I want that comes from a person who I called friends is :

early conversation I had this morning with

si pantat ..

He told me to be happy AGAIN this morning , while the fact there's a distance between our happines

trying not to be sensitive or sentimental girl but I do #wishforamiracle and everything is different from the real fact happening to us here.


U told me to be happy when I know distance is killing us

U told me to be happy when morning calls or godnite kiss is all I can have from U

U told me to be happy when received ur text or ur offline msg saying u missing me

U told me to be happy when there's no more weekend flight or late nite dine

U told me to be happy when I don't have any chance to feel your warm hug or ur hand hold anymore

U told me to be happy when " we still can be close friend " is comes from U ?

U told me to be happy when we're on the edge line

U told me to be happy when u said ur devoted to ur fucking tradition

U told me to be happy when I know u r busy with other stuff call " duty " or in polite way to said is
" arrangement marriage " *proven there's no such thing love is blind

and still .............

U told me to be happy without U .. ?

I know u qoute this from sum1 else for me ...

And in the end between yesterday mistake and tommorow hopes u said there's a fantastic opportunity called TODAY ...

while I'm expecting to be " UR TOMMOROW "

― Anthony Robbins SAID :

“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”

that's I'm about to do ,,, just like I used to do before ur present here in my live..

*excuse me for this corny post.. just wish u change ur mind and read what's written in my mind.

*notes to THE ALMIGHTY GOD

ONLY GOD KNOW HOW TO MEND THIS BROKEN HEARTS ..

Once more GOD is being nice to my family ... he gave my family a big strenght to through all the pain and suffering for what just happen.

*Tuhan ga akan kasih cobaan melampaui kekuatan umatnya..
*Cobaan .. musibah ... diambil aja hikmahnya
*Kita lagi diuji.. anggap aja rejeki mau naik
*Ini tanda ... iman kita lagi diuji.. sampai mana kita mampu ngelewatin cobaan.
*Ditipu , dirampok , dibohongin ..harta habis .. ini cobaan belum seberapa.

those line comes from my family .. kalimat kalimat positif keluar untuk menghibur diri sendiri dan keluarga lainnya ... harta hilang itu ga seberapa , allah lagi sayang sama kita makanya dikasih teguran biar lebih meminta pada-NYA..

Tuhaan

I know you are busy with other people sorrow I know there's a lot people out there in pain more than we fell #NOW ... I know what we're doing is wrong it's againts your will and we

REGRET

it ...

but could you please gave us a pain killer to swept away the hurt inside please...