early conversation I had this morning with

si pantat ..

He told me to be happy AGAIN this morning , while the fact there's a distance between our happines

trying not to be sensitive or sentimental girl but I do #wishforamiracle and everything is different from the real fact happening to us here.


U told me to be happy when I know distance is killing us

U told me to be happy when morning calls or godnite kiss is all I can have from U

U told me to be happy when received ur text or ur offline msg saying u missing me

U told me to be happy when there's no more weekend flight or late nite dine

U told me to be happy when I don't have any chance to feel your warm hug or ur hand hold anymore

U told me to be happy when " we still can be close friend " is comes from U ?

U told me to be happy when we're on the edge line

U told me to be happy when u said ur devoted to ur fucking tradition

U told me to be happy when I know u r busy with other stuff call " duty " or in polite way to said is
" arrangement marriage " *proven there's no such thing love is blind

and still .............

U told me to be happy without U .. ?

I know u qoute this from sum1 else for me ...

And in the end between yesterday mistake and tommorow hopes u said there's a fantastic opportunity called TODAY ...

while I'm expecting to be " UR TOMMOROW "

― Anthony Robbins SAID :

“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”

that's I'm about to do ,,, just like I used to do before ur present here in my live..

*excuse me for this corny post.. just wish u change ur mind and read what's written in my mind.