playing fire ...

holiday again.............
enjoy a few day in one of my favorite place on earth..

shop till i broke... wkwkwk

but the last nite i'm there,, i had marvelous experience in my live

like a dream come true.. but at least i've got the moment

hangout in some place with a great view......... flirting with sum1 new...

ga tau what strike me inside but i've made the same mistake like i did few years ago..
that nite I don't know what affect me but i got carried away...
I refuse all the sweet thing happen to me cos i know deep down inside the sweet felling wont last that long.
it's like broken record played back for a second time......... n the weird thing is the record sound so beautifully....

i hope i had a chance to finish what i started..........

miss my bestfriend

this lately .. i miss my guys...
dunno why but everything change........... I don't recognize them anymore
they used to look for me when they missed me or just spent some time with me

were used to hang out ,, laughing ,, teasing each other, but not now...
they all change because they have girlfriend.......... well i'm happy for them ,,they finally not playing around anymore.. but it's kinda weird feeling when you know ,, they're not gonna spent some time with u again

i missed their silly smile
i missed their scrubby word
i missed they way look each other when they start mocking people around them...
ga perlu ngomong.... cukup liat2an trus ketawa bareng ..dalam otak masing2 ngetawain orang ...
kangen gila2-an..........

but im happy for them ,,,they finally found sum1 for shared everything..........

damn............

every thing give me sign to start from the beginning again........
hate the process but do i really had to do this.. can I just handed to god hand........
found a good quote "maybe it's better for us if we both just let it gone into the light "

but the question is do i walk into the right direction??

another story

PETIR
by Dian Ekarini on Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 12:11am

Engkaulah kilatan cahaya yang menyapu lenyapkan segala jejak dan bayang
Engkaulah bentangan sinar yang menjembatani jurang antar duka mencinta dan bahagia terdera
Engkaulah terang yang kudekap dalam gelap saat Bumi bersiap diri untuk selamanya lelap
Andai kau sadar arti pelitamu.Andai kau lihat hitamnya sepi di balik punggungmu.
Tak akan kau sayatkan luka demi menggarisi jarakmu dengan aku
Karena kita satu.
Andai kau tahu..

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Dian Ekarini kok ditangkap???
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ya simpan dkantong haha
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Dian Ekarini kesetrum bah...klo di kantong... selempitkan di dompet ja gin,,, hehe
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Dian Ekarini ‎^^
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Dian Ekarini oooh jadi dirimu yg krim petir kesini??? ckckkckc
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Dian Ekarini beuh dianggapx lg orang serius... canda haliii...
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Dian Ekarini ooowwwhhhh
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Dian Ekarini mang yg biasax gimana??
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Dian Ekarini hahahahaha
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Dian Ekarini kada..kada
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Dian Ekarini kada handak
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Dian Ekarini handak tebehira
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Dian Ekarini kena setumat tunggu tepecirit........hahahaha
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ieh jorokkk
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Dian Ekarini beraja ....
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Yudi WhiteHeart Tapi pernah ku suka hahahahahaha
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Aditya Novianto ‎:O
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Panca Setyadi O
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Aditya Novianto hmmm.... ia kali
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Aditya Novianto ganti ndosah petir ganti halilintar
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Satiia Calya Putrii hbis ksambar petirkh ??
Qog jdi pintar??
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Novyta Keisya Redyan O..........
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Panca Setyadi Eh eh..geser geser na..lindung..aku juga pengen nonton naa..ada pilem india di bawah itu naah..ish ish..bagus e pilemnya..dialog asmara kah ini..nop..lindung palamu na..nda keliatan inii..
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Satiia Calya Putrii pasty judulna..
Gelora asmara ini...
Cckckckkkk
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Novyta Keisya Redyan Panca : ini aku sdh geser2 nah ca..... Pala mu minggirin aku lindung juga nah.... Keren tu nah pilemnya kajol sma syah rukhkan...... Awas na ca...geser sedikit juja..... lg seru2 nya ini......
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Dian Ekarini bersambung yaa ceritax.....
tapi ini kaya di pilem2 tipi..... yg nonton yang tentukan akhir ceritax....
ketik akhir spasi cerita YA ATAU TIDAK... pilihan tergantung anda permirsa.....................
tp ini bukan pilem india... yg maen drew barrymore sm adam sandler.....See More
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Satiia Calya Putrii drew barrymore sama adam ntu yg maen telenopela marimar kan a' ?? Bearti tamu ntu maria mercedez...
Ckckckckk:p
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Dian Ekarini haha..benar itu ...
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Panca Setyadi Mana bisa..ini yang main anjelina coli sama antonio bandarberas ini..makanya bagus pilemnya..
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Dian Ekarini huaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. itu pilemmu chen....................
nee kan bukan playgel and donjuan
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the comment stop here.....never thought this poems to be this dramatic...
posted just keep remind me how good the poems infected me and hopes can touch others too
tapi semuax jadi berubah setelah komen2 itu muncul.......haliii

it's hurts..............

you lost me
by Dian Ekarini on Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 1:29am

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all,
the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all
the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried,,,
oh how we cried
e lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny We're left as shells, we lost the fight

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me And you'll regret it,
but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

ps: by CA....

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Dian Ekarini sudah kuduga... pasti ga ngerti.. hahaha
sengaja.............. coba belajar naa... nda pinter2 lho yaa
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ku tidk merasa kehilangan

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Dian Ekarini see.. that how good you are.......................
Aku tidk merasa kehilangan........................
if i really can turn back time........................
i swore i never want to read this...................
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Apakah msh mau menerimaku ?

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Dian Ekarini jangan mainkan permainan ini lagi....................
sudah sering...
dan percaya sm kata hati...kata kata ini ga pernah keluar dari hati...............
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Yudi WhiteHeart Ini serius berdasarkan kata hati yg dalam
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Dian Ekarini ya tapi ucapanmu itu selalu 180 derajat dari isi hatimu...........
ga masuk akal naa
11 menit yang lalu bilang ga pernah ngerasa kehilangan ..
5 menit berikut ngomong Apakah msh mau menerimaku ?

ga connect naa.... itu ga pake hati ngomongx... pake canda...
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Yudi WhiteHeart Serius tau ikhlas
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Dian Ekarini seriusx d' kasih jempol.....laik this
ikhlas....?? mang ada unsur pemaksaan kah ??
Ku tak bisa paksamu
‘tuk tinggal disisiku
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Yudi WhiteHeart Qu skrg ikhlas melakukan smua hal intinya
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Dian Ekarini termasuk bertanya Apakah msh mau menerimaku ? itu termasuk bentuk keikhlasanmu ?? atau cuma bullshit aja.........
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Yudi WhiteHeart Tdk ada kata bullshit
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Dian Ekarini kaya disambar petir aku bacax...............
sesuai ma note ku sebelumx...........
petir ....Engkaulah bentangan sinar yang menjembatani jurang antar duka mencinta dan bahagia terdera.....
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unpredictable

i want to talk bout sumthing unpredictable...
"feeling"

saya mw cerita sedikit soal perasaan ..
menampakan sedikit sisi kewanitaan saya( my guys word nee) (^_^)

kadang kita jadi orang sok tau tentang seseorang ... tau soal perasaanx dia..cuma dengan berbekal pengalaman pribadi.. just like i did.

tapi ternyata.. semua experience itu ga kepake klo sudah nyangkut sm yg namax " rasa"

one of my greatest quote for live is ..
logically mind versus feeling... and as far as my life goes on ...
my logicaly mind always win...

sometime I don't care bout how my heart work.. how's it's bleed & breaking.. how's it bounce for happiness.. when my conscience speaking then sumhow there's always sumthing inside my head tell me "not to " just like it programed it self
like a tiny cell inside my brain shout out for fight what my heart said... ** sigh..

" RASA " Itu muncul lagi.. dan rasanya ga enak..

aku mau bebas lepas , tanpa beban , aku ingin bahagia tanpa " RASA " ini.
I wanna be free from this feeling...

why can't control my heart now?? i used to have a remote control for these
I used to have found other way to distract me from this kind of feeling..

Sumtime the unexpected things is a pleasant things.. it's make you more passionate bout live .. cos you never know what's goin to happen .. all you can do is try hard ..n be gratefull for every bless u have.
but not now .. i don't need another unexpected drama in my live


dear god.. i know u'r kinda busy with world matter rite now..
but could you please hear my pray .. I'm not asking you to answering all my prayers
but if ur not to busy helping others, please listen to my pray..

BESOK...........

COUNTING SHEEP LAST NITE NOT HELPING ME WENT TO BED EARLY , NOT FELLING SLEEPY,NOT FELLING TIRED , NOT IN THE MOOD OF LAZYNESS………*huft*
I CAN’T WAIT FOR TOMMROW COMES COS & HOPES EVERTHING’S GONNA BE “OLRITE” .

besok is always meaningful for me I always love that word ,,
for me

“Besok”

means I still have time for felt the warmth of the sun...taste the great of my granny cooks....playing with my niece...laughing with my guys, listening to JM.. grooving with jembe… make fun @ adit & chen2…. See the magnificent cloud.. smell the rain …

see… turn out I can count my blessing .. ^^

BESOK IS wednesday, 3 MORE DaY FOR WEEK END…. WAKTUX MENGGILA BERSAMA TEMAN TEMAN.. *tiup lilin*

I can’t sleep becoz another stupid scene I’ve made
Kemaren shock liat update status dia di “FB “ ..
TRYIN TOO HARD TO IGNORED..
But my hand won’t stopping lookin for that figure.. I found it ..” my replacement “

Damn … the scars bleed again n again…

But I found the healer for this pain… @ jemfe…@adit..@chen2.@ibam…@wandhi… thanx for d’ craziest nite…

They surely make me laugh till I cry… 'ALL THE STUPID CONVERSATION"....ibam for the accident.......wandi yg kebelet pipis trus ditinggal lari… jembe for his weird act*** as usual… adit & chen2 for the ideas..( they were the director of all craziness)

No tears ..
No hurt.. ( even the scars bleed )

Only laugh..laugh..laugh.. n laugh….

I even dont had the right word to tell how they make me smile..
even a little things can makes us laughing & teasing each other..

few nite ago sum1 ask me..

do I ever felt lonely..?? *that's deep question.. a little sigh ,,
dengan lantangx aku jawab, NOPE....

tapi aku tau dibalik smua kecerianmu .. pasti didalam Ngerasa kesepian..
*cih...mang kamu.. ga punya teman..(*sok wise ..ganti dulu sempakmu baru ngomong)



aku ga ngerasa kesepian ..I had MY friend....I had my luvely fam...
ga punya pacar , ga punya TTm , ga punya temen dekat bukan berarti aku "KESEPIAN" ato "ga laku"( hard to admit ..emang siih ) xoxoxo.........

AKU CUMA GA SIAP UNTUK SAKIT LAGI... simple rite...

the Bday

few days before my b'day .. I had a dream to run a big party ..where my workmate, friends, n my family could have some fun...

with b'day cake, some baloons, lot n lots of food n my favorite liquor..



but the fact is..

I turn into cake..






but kinda miss these day ...
become the centre of attention from my lovely fam..

got some present of course.. ga banyak seeh .. tapi adalah..

harusx klo birthday party ada ritual " make a wish "

I thought I'm gonna miss that.. coz no b'day cake

but............. late nite

my guys pick me up for celebrated my bday..
it's 12 pass 1 second..@ the car on the way home , they were screaming @ me.. happy birthday.. selamat ulang tahun..selamat hari burung....



panca ( my bestfriend for live ) ... sit next to me.. lit a little flame from his macthes.... "ga ada birthday cake tapi tiup lilin mesti.. ayo make a wish "

my wish is simple.......

I wish for always feel a happy moment like this

I wish for the rest of my live surround with great people like them

the bday bash was not glamourous as I dream of.. but I'm Happy in my special day I'm surrounded by all of the poeple who cares bout me so much in their own way... even in the odd way just like my friend did....

I could not ask for anything more..

those moment are enough for me..

I'M BLESSED

AND I'M GRATEFUL FOR THAT

miss one great satnite

nee dia.. biangx...



@hot spot ...



US @ mendoan cafe... waiting the magic trick show



hangout @ our favorite place in town



our favorite liquior... joshua...



neo.........chen2.........me............adit..........jembe.........



hangout@in front of bena hotels.. satex mantep nee.. open 24 hours



still there ....

pengong....

got confused the way people think..


few days ago ... I had a nite out with some fren,,, we hit one of a club in town and having some fun time...
n becoz I easily forget about sumthing
I freeze that moment with my cam ...
I took some picture than nite n upload it on my pesbuk account...
I've done that just for fun... cos I took some hilarious moment that nite...


damn.. it just a prank...

THERE'S NOTHING WRONG BOUT THOSE PIC??

turn out not everybody happy with that...

what's wrong if we had a little fun??? is

DUGEM

... A sin ???

do they had a right to call us a SINNER .... if we do that... ???


f*** them ..

PROVE ME IF I'M WRONG ..... BUT NOT ALL OF PEOPLE WHO Love THAT WORLD IS A SINNER

WE WERE JUST HAVING FUN.... IS NOT LIKE WERE DOING MISTAKE FOR THE REST OF OUR LIFE

is it wrong if i fell upset bout this.... ?? they just don't get this the way i want it...

sunday

its sunday ....had nothing to do

just chillin out .. had no idea what to do

people who has touched my life

Life is like a book u can write anything on it , u’r experience , u’r sadness ,u’r happiness

it’s your call wat u want 2 write

all the bitter things I've through this lately , n all the nice moment I've had & all the people who’s resposible for it.. he..3x

in life u will meet & have sumone who’s not just became sum1 who fill your page but sum1 who really meant sumthing 2 u

I had sum of them

let’s start with “my 2 guys” chen” & neo

they were my guys , my friends for life, they both are the most magnificent people I adore , they both help me through my highschool life .. they were the cured when i'm in pain.. chen2 will always had his own way to make me smile...

( the most valuable time in my whole life ) they both teach me how to get along.

& we've been frend 4 almost 13 years till now ( it’s quite long rite??) & u know ! “they never change” they were still the same person from the fisrt time i knew them.

” al”

I love this guys ,, he’s not just became my best frend, but also a brother & a soulmate 4 me ..

he’s the first guy who show me the world , teach me to appreciate life & he’s the one who made me comfortable with my self

I'm just merely humans & sumtime I'm trying too hard 2b sum1 else , but he’s the one who show mE , there’s nothing wrong 2b

” JUST ME”

he’s the fist guy who teach me “what love is” , even till now i really dunno wat the hell is that………….

” onyon “

wow there’s so much page bout him in my life bout this guy .

he’s the most deceitfull person i ever know

he came to my life , took everything i had , then left without notice . he’s the one who succed turn me out 2b the stupied girl in this whole world

I wasted my youthfull life with him , & i feel sorry 4 that ..

but the positive thing is i know how strong i could be , I know how’s 2 handle all the hearts breaks all these time

I love u

apa sih yg mesti aku lakukan untuk membuktikannya

kalo aku kasih kmu hatiku dah semua isinya ...

would that be enough?

would you be understand ?

i'll gave it all.. but it's empty now...

got a shut in a heart

do you know why i hate march so much.........

becoz march always bring up a bad memoir for me .. n it's all becoz of him

march is his besday..march is our anniversary..
march is the time I become a real woman for the first time..
march is propose moment...aaarrrggh..... to much **that's why march alwys sentimental 4 me...( rasa mual ..!!!)

I made promise to myself I'll get over this , becoz i believe I was stronger..

I WISH I'm Stronger
I WISH I can Move ON
I WISH I'm never fall for onyon

I wish I can move ahead just like u did .... leave our past

I wish there's a big button tag " RESET" for my heart and

I wish I can delete U.. just like u erased me from ur life

I did.. i do move ... i think...but I think twice cos what happen few days ago..

Wake up early one morning ,,
dengan semangat membuncah.. went to my office ... just like usual .. gave my work mates a big close up smile n say haloo.... " slamat pagi all"....
( berharap senyum ini meresap kedlam hati)

n then,, goes the conversation

them= mba dian ,, dah denger gosip belum,...
( biasa klo bis weekend,, sharing gosip yg update dari mslh century smpe manohara,,, )
me= gosip paan nee?
them=soal onyon!
me=s*** belum tuh ,, knp? ( nda urus mode on) tp g tw fake pa ga.... ??
them=onyon cuti lho skrg ada dsini..
me= oh ya dah tau..
them= tau juga ga,, klo dia cuti ke makasar.. pergi ma calon istrix,, ( they even mention her name)
me=oh ya udah tau,, dah cerita dia (**dlem hati "mang ada ??? dia cerita ??) amnesia kale aku ya...kapan ?? siapa lagi cwe itu??"
them= iya mba ktx mreka mw nikah lho
me= baguslah.. akhirx... ( ** di dalem... asal ga sm si Dia ) gpp lah...
them=mang ga ngom sm mba dian kah..?
me= ga tuh ... lagian LIKE I CARE" PWIKIRKANKAH"

back to my seat,,, turn on my compi,,, buka email.. turn out I shed a tears.... damn... it's still hurt....
that early conversation really ruin my whole days................

had to find the cure,, but dont know how ,, who can help me... shit.. i must be crazy that time... i've known that i'm ready for shit things like that ,, But the fact is,,,, I'm HURT....

i hurt badly enough .. to regret everything again..n.. again...
dont want to go home ... i need sumthing to distract my thought bout those word...
even an expensive spa treatment wont heal me that time....

finally i decide to sent him some text...
" maaf telat but ..happy besday" wish u have all best in live ( hope im one of it,, ) ..text sent

sms diterima........
" maksih dee " boleh aq telp aku kangen denger suaramu.. ( damn..........)

" telp aja "............text sent

my phone rings..... take a deep breathe... it his number..
haloo............n then the conversation goes like all of the phone call we always did,,, we talk.. we laugh...

n then the call ends....

just feel like a thousand stone lifted from my chest...

LEGA.... n then ,, the tears inside my heart stop.....

bingung.......... kaya yoyo hatiku.. one second.. it's breaking ..next minute.. I'm Totally fine


thats why .. i keep questioning...

bungul..bungul....di botein lagi sm lelex.... hahaha................

klo dah gini jd kangen "mas al"

he must have the right word to say to help me found my path...

just another satnite

gosh....

almost done on the march things ..........

BUT STILL THOSE STUPID FEELING STAYS THERE ........

spent another sat nite without the GUYS

.. no laughter , no mocking ... rasa damai.. hahaha



nope .. actually I miss them ... ( whispering mode on ) dont want them to hear it...

just like this sat nite ... NOTHING to DO...

sat nite malah update software...hahaha...



but still remvove those felling for a moment

good soundtrack for this nite must be

" happy "

You make me happy, whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy
Knowin' you are the one that I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days, yo all of my days
You're lookin' so cool, you're lookin' so fly
I cant deny that when I'm starin' you down and dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want the person you need
It's hard to conceive that somebody like you could be with someone like me
I'm happy knowin' that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think the more I wish that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny
Oh, the things we put each other through

here's come the march

I start march with a bad line ..
i have a lot of words in my head but i just can't write it right.
March always sentimental for me...

I hate march too much ..
makes me want to sleep n not waking up at all ... over this stupid month..

The air...the sound..keep remind me

..bout him...

Listening the wind.. Passing by the road i passed.. Those laughter....those back..those warm fellin....

March is more like a trigger for me to keep tracing those tiny little thing that kept in my super small cell in my head..

Called

^moment^

Time should be erased everything ... But the time has betrayed me...
I must find a gun n a big bullet now for killing ^moment^ like this....

Call me stupid...

Call me lebay...

But march will alwys be too ^sentimentil^ 4 me....

one of happy days in 2010

sum1 said picture tell more than word...

it's my grandma's besday..

we had bbq party in manggar beach
she's 82 now.. what along live ..
wish her to have a few years ahead..

just be you..

year after year we see ourselves changes and the wolrd changes around us
we will never gonna be the same for day to day
we learn so much in live,. and we experience life in so many ways

sometimes lives chalange us in

unexpected difficulties

but i'm sure we can learn from the worst ,,n makes us stronger than yesterday


these few years I forced my self become sumONE I do not recognized..
i'm not me...not the real me

my life's not always perfect ..i've through my worst day.. cloudy days... REALLY PAIN IN THE ASS

i've done become sum1

fake

.... ( the most thing i hate )

I wanNa be free............ i wanNa be "JUST ME"

ENJOY & SHARE THE BETTER MOMENT .. IT DOESN'T HAVE 2 BE PERFECT OR 2 BE SPECIAL

new year celebration

finally new year ........... i skip one moment i hate.. desember blues
nu year eve alwys amusing 4 me..





it's 9 pm .. the celebration already begin... @ my lovely hum.. my nephew already sound like a trumpet... noise everywhere








but like u know i had a big family ,,, mesti absen dulu ke keluarga yg lain...





barbeque guys on Markas besar




ruame poool tp aku miss dugem sectionx... alx mesti kabur lagi ke karjo( markas besar para berers )







almost nu year... tik..tok ..tik..tok




di karjo selalu ada tradisi... berdoa bersama saat menjelang tahun baru ...

my wish this year


* still had a moment like this next year

* being mature

* having my own baby... but at first find my hubby first...

* finish my unfinished goal @ 2009......huft......... pe-er kmrena aja belum selesai...

* phuket for a hols.............

* had one passionate kiss......... ( hahaha...) nee ga mesti seeeh,, but i wish for it...

* KICK sumone ass............ ( yg ngaku2 onyon)

* least but not last..........being more happy than now......................







finally..............HAPPY NU YEAR FOLKS..............

semarak kembang api dan bunyi terompat menyabut tahun baru....
terima kasih tuhan aku masih bisa bernapas....

if ur not too busy listening all prayer from around the world ....
please look at here.. and take a noted please......

my wish list..................for 2010.....