wrong lines

Rather than "I want us to meet again "
I better choose " I want u to be on my side later "

for me there's a big difference between those two lines ..
the second line sound more promising .. *(even I know ur not promise me anything ) even I hope for it.
and I know u made your promise already and some else expecting you to keep it real.
should I give up and let u go now.. things are getting out of hand now and I expecting too much from U ? tell me what should I do..!!!