Define a friend for me ???

FRIENDS...

how u define that words? lots of word can describe the meaning..

based on dictionary friend is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard , a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter

A friend is someone you love and who loves you, someone you respect and who respects you, someone whom you trust and who trusts you. A friend is honest and makes you want to be honest, too. A friend is loyal.
A friend is someone who is happy to spend time with you doing absolutely nothing at all; someone who doesn't mind driving you on stupid errands, who will get up at midnight just because you want to go on an adventure, and who doesn’t have to talk to communicate with you.
A friend is someone who not only doesn't care if you're ugly or boring, but doesn't even think about it; someone who forgives you no matter what you do, and someone who tries to help you even when they don't know how. A friend is someone who tells you if you're being stupid, but who doesn't make you feel stupid.
A friend is someone who would sacrifice their life and happiness for you. A friend is someone who will come with you when you have to do boring things like watch bad recitals, go to stuffy parties, or wait in boring lobbies. You don't even think about who's talking or who's listening in a conversation with a friend.
A friend is someone for whom you're willing to change your opinions. A friend is someone you look forward to seeing and who looks forward to seeing you: someone you like so much, it doesn't matter if you share interests or traits. A friend is someone you like so much, you start to like the things they like.

the Question now is

DO I HAVE REAL FRIENDS??

who stood by my side... my back ... front of me ...

I do have a friend

but simply all I want that comes from a person who I called friends is :

early conversation I had this morning with

si pantat ..

He told me to be happy AGAIN this morning , while the fact there's a distance between our happines

trying not to be sensitive or sentimental girl but I do #wishforamiracle and everything is different from the real fact happening to us here.


U told me to be happy when I know distance is killing us

U told me to be happy when morning calls or godnite kiss is all I can have from U

U told me to be happy when received ur text or ur offline msg saying u missing me

U told me to be happy when there's no more weekend flight or late nite dine

U told me to be happy when I don't have any chance to feel your warm hug or ur hand hold anymore

U told me to be happy when " we still can be close friend " is comes from U ?

U told me to be happy when we're on the edge line

U told me to be happy when u said ur devoted to ur fucking tradition

U told me to be happy when I know u r busy with other stuff call " duty " or in polite way to said is
" arrangement marriage " *proven there's no such thing love is blind

and still .............

U told me to be happy without U .. ?

I know u qoute this from sum1 else for me ...

And in the end between yesterday mistake and tommorow hopes u said there's a fantastic opportunity called TODAY ...

while I'm expecting to be " UR TOMMOROW "

― Anthony Robbins SAID :

“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”

that's I'm about to do ,,, just like I used to do before ur present here in my live..

*excuse me for this corny post.. just wish u change ur mind and read what's written in my mind.

*notes to THE ALMIGHTY GOD

ONLY GOD KNOW HOW TO MEND THIS BROKEN HEARTS ..

Once more GOD is being nice to my family ... he gave my family a big strenght to through all the pain and suffering for what just happen.

*Tuhan ga akan kasih cobaan melampaui kekuatan umatnya..
*Cobaan .. musibah ... diambil aja hikmahnya
*Kita lagi diuji.. anggap aja rejeki mau naik
*Ini tanda ... iman kita lagi diuji.. sampai mana kita mampu ngelewatin cobaan.
*Ditipu , dirampok , dibohongin ..harta habis .. ini cobaan belum seberapa.

those line comes from my family .. kalimat kalimat positif keluar untuk menghibur diri sendiri dan keluarga lainnya ... harta hilang itu ga seberapa , allah lagi sayang sama kita makanya dikasih teguran biar lebih meminta pada-NYA..

Tuhaan

I know you are busy with other people sorrow I know there's a lot people out there in pain more than we fell #NOW ... I know what we're doing is wrong it's againts your will and we

REGRET

it ...

but could you please gave us a pain killer to swept away the hurt inside please...

Travelling is my passion

baru nemu tagline ene setelah baca postingan si gembel

nee link nya ..

http://whateverbackpacker.blogspot.com/2012/02/mengatur-budget-saat-backpacking.html

jadi mikir keras... *secara otakku rada ringan kerjax belakangan ini

kalo sebenarnya saudara saudari setanah air ...jadi backpacker itu yg penting bukan uang... money..... A.K.A

DUIT

tapi semerta merta adalah ............

"KEBERANIAN"

BERANI LAPAR DI NEGRI ORANG *makan mi instan di taman kota
BERANI TIDUR DI MESJID /AIRPORT DI NEGRI ORANG *ga masalah secara airport is one of my favo place on earth
BERANI MINTA IJIN NUMPANG KENDARAAN DI NEGRI ORANG *singkap paha ..hehehe
BERANI MALU ASKING ADVISE *ga sok jago ngerti jalan modal map turis

last but not least BERANI NGAKU KLO "GW LOW COST BUDGET TRAVELLER" ....... *mewekliatslipsalary


abis baca blog traveller ini bikin passion ku kembali membuncah setelah memutuskan dengan berat hati di awal tahun klo tahun ini ga akan ada rutinitas

"pipis di toilet umum negara/kota lain"

trace back resolusi tahun 2012 ... holidei ala ala backpackers ga ada di list *semua gegara si splah yg cantik ini....

mimpi bisa keliling bareng kamu kayakx tinggal mimpi...

internet browsing history sudah mulai penuh dengan website yg menyajikan kata2 penyejuk hati ini..
*cheap flight fare and things to do at....

Demi dewa zeus... tahun depan saya berjanji
" untuk hapus list holidei ala ala backpakers dari resolusi awal tahun "
tapi untuk tahun ini wahai dewa zeus ijinkan passport saya makin rame dengan chop warna warni dari mas2 dan mba2 imigrasi itu yaah !!!
*saya rela disenyumin masam atau di tanya dengan bahasa inggris mereka yg super lancar kek niagara waterfals atau bahkan rela digrepe dari atas sampe bawah pas imigrasi check ...sumpah saya rela.

amazing thailand here I come... #salimdewazeus

traceback

*RE-POST
my unfinished word on first day of january

got an email notification that sum1 following my blog .. *jiwax rada error kurasa mw baca kotoran otakku nee.

gee that's weird .. I almost forget bout this site & re-open it and turn out I keep some old stories here..

days , months & years passed . I'm still the old me but different lame stories

U missed some moment in my life

re-run ...

-the break up after the "almost marriage day" ( kata nene klo ga jodoh ya mau apa)



-the move on after the break up

-meet new guy ( not Mr Right yet.. still Mr Right Now )

-loose one of my bestfriend ( thanks to miss drama queen he called "girlfriend")

kebukti klo ternyata teori friendship is long lasting relation or bestfriend forever is WRONG.

-got new nephew ( damn adorable just like her auntie) #tunjukdirisendiri *siapsiapditimpuktelor




-holiday recap 2011

#finally reach paradise city known as bali ( *fall for this place ) banyak om bule betebaran cyiint #hornyallthetime










#JAKARDAA-BANDUNG

>< ceritanya ala ala ANTM-american next top model *haiyaaa

#KL
*MENGGILAA BERSAMA KAWAN KAWAN-- MAY 2011







*MEMBAWA MISI PERDAMAIAN WITH UDHE--NOV 2011

<><><> it's two of my favorite place on earth<><><>

and lots of thing happen... GOOD AND BAD

if I don't stop writing right now i'll uploading hundreds pic..

NONEEDNEWSCAR

akhir akhir ini setelah sekian lama tidak berinteraksi dengannya dan tidak melakukan

"un relationship relation what so ever itu "

dia muncul lagi di kehidupanku dan balik menjadi sum1 I used to know and i cared about.


kek mutar kaset pilem usang yg isi ceritanya dan pemainnya saya cuma sekarang ada tambahan peran antagonisnya "tapi kali ini aku jadi nenek sihirnya"


eh... bukan ding aku penjahat ala ala miss "doing anything for fun"
( ga bisa mikir karakter yg pas )

seharusnya rasax ga kaya gini .. dan harusnya ga juga menjalin silaturahmi kembali

*diapikirsetiapharilebaran!!


setelah beberapa malam chat tanpa ada "MAKSUD" dan cuma sekedar nanya kabar akhirnya berubah jadi rutinitas..

Lately I hate my daily routines but deep down inside I missed this ones.


Remmember how all late nite chat , morning calls or a gud nite kiss
*ambilpenghapusmemori

TUHAN ....
How I wish now to be born in other side of this live ..


I don't need "HIM" in my live anymore


The scars already heal


I don't need another wound

#make a wish

kinda blur feeling but I really on damn bored mood right now..
hate this feeling but all I wish right now is ....

I'm on the other side part of the world 

live in other place ..new world new people new live... is not i'm don't want this side of this world but how I wish I can move on ...
but one thing for sure ..
I DO miss this moment ... hopes found them again in the other side of new world
crazy with the gals

 fun playing with my two favorite sista

 felt the winter 

 china town view

 adventurous with them

 fly to the moon

 and hang out with some good friends