december

gosh.. early in the morning sum1 remind me of sumthing I hate ...
-DECEMBER-

I just realize tommorow is december .. the last month of this year ... and i fellin missarable all day cos i remmber that

Gosh i just realize how fast the day past ,, just a blink on an eye I felt the
" december mood " and how much i hate this month .. and the worst i haven't finish my "2009 goal "

December would be like me RE-RUN *a bad movies...* (unne lang)

DUNOO..WAT TO SAY

Re-read my posting last year.. made me a little bit amaze...
istilahx traceback one year ago ..


i’m so glad it’s over
Sunday, November 2, 2008 at 4:57pm


i’m so glad it’s over , i dont know how ?? sumhow i can cured so fast ..

not like the other scene before , this time i’m not a drama queen anymore

i’m glad i’ve been through this moment , so I can capture it & keep it for the rest of my life , i will remember it as the only one

“a life time bad experience i ever had in my entire life ”

i’m so glad he did all those bad things 2 me, makes me realize he’s not wothed for my future life

i’m so glad he show the truth that he never “meant anything” before , present & even in the future

i’m so glad his part in my life already over.,, & it’s comes for sum1 else chance to take part im my sort life …

there’sno more lies , no more cry , no more sin… no more dream…

just like “jm said ” when u dreaming with broken heart , waking up it’s the hardest part”, but i always believe i had my own faith to get through this……


trust me.. I DID IT.. I do survive.. i skip those tortured moments

no more "him" in my heart.. but he still hangging in my life..

after 6 month no contact at all..
I set my bar so high,I set my wall too high so he can't climb up again
but now i'm covering my self with denial..