CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW

I'm one of the people who had problem with  LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.. 

I had lots of problem with TRUST .. I've been in the moment of LDR .. and I failed .
I failed to make it works , not just ones but two times ..

I always start in a bad way.. and ends it in a bad way too
I know LDR is never easy ... all I can do is whining how things not gonna work.. while I know it takes from the two side to made everything works.. but my small problem is I never put an effort to make it worked
('they said)

I always thought how things gonna be difficult between us.. the sacrifice .. that's why I never started a good RELATIONSHIP.. cos it's always ends up to be a RELATIONSHIT........

I've skip LDR Long time ago and don't have any intention to start over again.. but....

I don't what strike me.. I like him too much to let him passed me ..

I start to ignore the feeling not to see him in daily base ..I don't care bout the time when I need him the most but he's not gonna be here to hold my hand or simply just give a little hug ... I don't care bout how I'm gonna be wondering what the hell he doin behind my back .. I just DON'T CARE ...

I Start to open up .. he easily comes ,, knocking on my heart , go inside and start messing around..

I want him in my life LIKE #NOW .. TODAY  and I hope to be his TOMORROW ..

after two years waiting "he said"
finally we're about to meet tomorrow ..the long 3 hours flight ....
he'll pick me up in the airport .. *butterflyeffect on my stomach 

I just feel so happy and can't wait till tomorrow ..